Wednesday, July 15, 2009

st. stephen talk 2009

During the weekend of July 11th and 12th, I was invited to give the reflection after the gospel at my home parish - St. Stephen Catholic Community - at all three weekend masses. Some of you had asked for a copy of my reflection, so here it is (the audio is available at http://www.st-stephen.com/homilies.html under the weekend of July 12th.) The people of St. Stephen have been unbelievably generous and kind with their support - what a blessing to be part of a community which has so freely reached out its arms to support one of its own. Thank you.

Partners in the Mission: Mark 6:7-13
Erin Ramsey
July 11th-12th, 2009

May and June are busy months for us. The end of school brings the joy of summer, complete with vacations and summer camps, Acts of Faith rehearsals and endless family barbeques. It also brings, as those of you who are recent graduates of any age know well – commencements.

When I was younger, I always assumed that this fancy word “commence” meant “to finish.” After all, graduation meant we were finishing school – we were celebrating something completed. I don’t remember when I finally figured it out, but eventually someone brought it to my attention that a commencement wasn’t an ending or a termination. Rather, this word “commence” actually means “to begin” – or, according to the Princeton online dictionary – to “take the first step or steps in carrying out an action.”

The idea of commencement is fresh in my mind. My own commencement exercises at Notre Dame took place earlier this summer, and while there was certainly plenty of excitement about the ceremonies themselves, I have to say that one of my favorite parts of the entire weekend occurred outside the realm of anything formal or organized. Late at night on our very last night on campus, many of my classmates and I gathered under Mary’s watchful eyes on the steps of the golden dome to celebrate our four wonderful years and bid each other farewell as we headed forth into the world. And as I hugged my friends goodbye through teary eyes, I couldn’t help but think, true to the meaning of the word “commence,” that we were not only completing something, but beginning something. That each one of them – like the apostles in today’s gospel reading – was being sent. Whether they headed for medical school or to a full-time job in a big city, volunteer service or back home to live with Mom and Dad for a while, it was so clear to me that each one of them was truly being commissioned to go forth and share what they had learned and how they had grown with a world deeply in need.

It is one of Notre Dame’s finest traditions that about ten percent of each graduating class commits themselves to a year or more of volunteer service following graduation. These seniors committing to serve the poor, marginalized and oppressed throughout the world are honored and sent forth in a beautiful commissioning ceremony on Saturday of graduation weekend. Each senior receives a small journal, walks across the stage, and shares where she or he will be serving for the next year.

“Hi, I’m Susan Bigelow, and I’ll be teaching middle school social studies and language arts through the Alliance for Catholic Education in Brownsville, Texas.”
“My name is Chris Labadie, and I’ll be working with liturgy and music in Clonard parish in Co. Wexford, Ireland.”
“Hi, I’m Katie Dunn, and I’ll be working with victims of human trafficking in India through International Justice Mission.”
“Hello, I’m Mike Clemente, and I’ll be living in a L’Arche community with people with developmental disabilities in Iowa.”

And the litany goes on and on. For almost a half hour, a stream of grinning graduates – over two hundred in total – walked across that stage and professed their commitment to serve those in need everywhere from South Bend to South Korea. It was deeply moving and beautiful and true.

Fr. John and Fr. George asked me to speak to you today because I am among those graduates who walked across that stage this past May. This fall, I will begin a twenty-seven month commitment to the Farm of the Child – a small, Catholic orphanage on the shores of Northern Honduras. I spent two months living and serving, laughing and crying and learning and loving at the Farm in the summer of 2007, and my experiences during those two months so deeply moved me that I’ll be returning this fall to begin a long-term commitment to the Farm and its kids. The Farm of the Child provides family-style homes to about fifty children who have been left orphaned, abused, or abandoned by the poverty and corruption so wide-spread in Honduras. In addition, the children are provided with good healthcare, the opportunity for spiritual development, and a quality Catholic education. My fellow volunteers and I will live in community in a small, simple house on the same piece of property as our kids. We’ll offer our gifts to the needs of the project as we serve as teachers, social workers, nurses, community organizers, and in a variety of other positions. Most of all, we will strive to love each other and our kids well, showing them that they are beautiful, valued, and a source of immeasurable joy in the eyes of God. I have no doubt that our work will be incredibly challenging, and we will stumble and fall more often than we would like… but I also know that, like the Twelve in today’s gospel reading, we are truly being sent, and that God will not forsake us in our work.

But lest you think that the only true missionaries are those who walked across that stage that Saturday in May… Let me tell you about Brennan, who is entering Harvard Medical School this fall with an interest in public health and a desire to find a cure for lymphatic filarisis, a disease which affects over 25% of the people of Haiti. Or Michael, who pledges to cling to ethical business practices as he begins his job as a financial consultant in New York City. Or Katie, who, just a few weeks ago, knelt at this very altar and professed her love for her new husband, John, as they begin their married life together. They, too, are missionaries. They, too, are being sent – to be God’s hands and feet and love and joy in this broken, beautiful world.

And make no mistake about it – you, too, are being sent. If you walked across that stage this past May, what would you say?
“Hi, I’m Jack, and I try my best to be a good father to my four girls.”
“My name is Sue, and I get up in front of a classroom of second graders each Sunday and try to teach them a bit about God’s love.”
“Hi, I’m Kevin, and every once in a while I try to sit with the girl who everybody teases at school .”

As Pope John Paul II exhorts in his apostolic letter on mission, each Christian is called to have a missionary heart – to share, in his or her own way, the good news of the gospel to those in need. Perhaps this brings you to Honduras, or perhaps it brings you to your desk at work. We are one body with many parts, united in mission – to bring a bit of the Kingdom of God here to earth.

My favorite part of today’s gospel reading comes directly from the first sentence. “Jesus summoned the Twelve and began to send them out two by two…” Two by two. Together – as partners in the mission – we work for the coming of the Kingdom, for the freedom of the oppressed, to make love visible in our own respective corners of this deluded, tormented, beautiful world we’ve been given. And what a relief this is! It’s not my job or your job to unravel the whole knotted mess of the world; it’s just my job to work on my small sliver. My friends who have left Notre Dame to do their sacred work in Brownsville, Ireland, Boston, India, New York and Iowa… they complete my ministry where I cannot, just as I will do for them in Honduras. And so do all of you. What you do, I cannot. Two by two – together – we complete each other’s Work.

I recall a letter I received years ago from a friend serving in Ecuador which echoes these sentiments. She writes,
… how many more Joyful Workers are out there, helping us in our efforts? How many more loving, holy people will I meet as I grow older? They are out there, loving where and how I cannot. Where and how you cannot. Have faith in them, and the world will never get the best of you. Yes, “the poor will always be with you,” but so will an endless team of believers.

Our world needs you. Our world needs doctors and lawyers, financial consultants and poets, priests and nuns and mothers and fathers, who will serve with missionary hearts - with courage, love and faithfulness. Whatever your response to Jesus’ call to make love visible, may you have the grace answer to answer boldly and well…. For we truly are one Body in Christ, and we all benefit when one member grows in faith and love and gratitude.

There is a beautiful song called “Partners in the Mission” by Peter Hesed that I love. The last two verses go like this:

We are partners in the work of Bringing faith and hope to birth;
Seeking wholeness for the broken, We, the hands of Christ on earth.
Like the saints who came before us, Let our deeds and witness be
Living promise of the Kingdom, and a sign of unity.

While on earth this is our calling; learn to bear the beams of love.
We are sent to live for others, sent on mission from above;
Though we tremble at love’s burden, It is easy, it is light;
As we seek eternal splendor, May our souls with love burn bright.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

bienvenidos a mi blogcito!

Amigos, familia, bienhechores, y los que yo amo:

Have no fear - I won't be blogging in Spanish :)

Bienvenidos y bienestar - literally, they mean "good coming" and "good being". In other words - welcome to my blogcito, my little blog, which I'll be attempting to update with stories of my adventures in grace from my 27-month volunteer commitment to the Farm of the Child in Trujillo, Honduras. I've been home from Notre Dame for just over a month now, and since I'll be leaving for language school in Guatemala a MONTH from tomorrow (that's August 12th, to be exact!) I figured it was time to get this up and running.

My blog's name is "love is little," and before I get too much into the logistics of exactly what I'll be doing for the next two-plus years, I'd like to take a bit of cyberspace to explain the significance of this name, which is two-fold. First of all, "love is little" is the name of the shaker tune on which one of my favorite folk choir songs, "Holy Manna," is based. Our choir director, Steve, was always quick to remind us that although these beautiful folk tunes were musically simple, they weren't easy. I always thought the name of the Shaker tune mirrored that concept perfectly - although our human vocation to love one another is quite simple in theory, it's far from easy in action... and just like our music, it requires diligence, patience, and lots of grace to get it right.

Another reason for my blog's name: The volunteer house at the Farm of the Child, where I'll be living for the next 27 months, is called Casa St. Teresita, named for St. Therese of Lisieux - the "little flower." She was a Carmelite nun (and a doctor of the Church!) best known for her "little way of love." Therese believed that God was (is!) everywhere, in the ordinary, simple details of life, and her "little way" teaches us to do ordinary acts with extraordinary love. Her faith and her trust in God was simple, as a child's - and seeing as I'm going to be surrounded by lots of those little kiddos during my time at the Farm, I'm hoping and praying that I too will grow in faith, hope and love as I learn from them and from Teresita's example.

So, you might be wondering - exactly what will I be doing for the next 27 months of my life? And with a Notre Dame degree in hand, why would I want to spend two-plus years not only working for free, but actually raising all the funds I need so that I can do so? I guess I'll start with the supposedly "easy" part to answer: the "what." I've committed to a 27-month long term of volunteer service with the Farm of the Child (or la Finca del Niño, si se habla español) - a small, Catholic orphanage just outside Trujillo, Honduras. I won't know my exact "job" placement until a few weeks after I arrive on-site, but chances are good that I'll either serve as a teacher, social worker, or community outreach coordinator. Although some people see it as strange to not know exactly what role I'll be playing in the project, I think it's actually one of the more beautiful aspects of what we're doing - my fellow volunteers and I don't sign on specifically to be a teacher, a nurse, or a community organizer, but we sign on because we feel a sense of identification with the Farm's mission and are willing and open to offer our gifts however they're most needed to serve the kids and the community. The Farm is a family-style orphanage, which means that our kids live in houses organized by age and sex with Honduran house-parents and staff who raise them according to Honduran culture. In addition to family-style homes, the Farm offers our kids medical care (with a clinic on-site), a great education at Escuela Catolica San Pedro, and the opportunity for spiritual development - and many of these services are available to our neighbors in local villages as well. The volunteers live together in a beautiful, simple house on property. We live like the kids live, and they live (relatively) like our neighbors live... we have (cold) running mountain water and electricity (most of the time), but that's about where the luxury stops. We'll be sleeping on thin mattresses on wooden beds and eating lots of rice and beans... and there's no cell phones or internet. I know I'll miss air conditioning, having a soft bed, and a good cup of coffee every once in a while, but I'm looking forward to learning how to incorporate simplicity, which is one of the Farm's four pillars (the others are service, spirituality and community), into my life.

And now for the more difficult question: the "why." The answer begins in the summer of 2007, when I spent two months at the Farm of the Child as a summer volunteer... two sweaty, challenging, grace-filled months in which I fell in love with the Finca's mission and its adorable kids. After many, many months of discernment about where my post-grad path would lead, I found myself continually drawn back to this place I have come to love deeply - its wonderful, hilarious, difficult children, the intentionality of its community life, and the seriousness with which it approaches simplicity and spirituality. One of my models of faith, Fr. Michael Himes, writes that there are three questions we should ask of ourselves when discerning. First, is there a legitimate need? Second, do you have the gifts to fill that need, and is there an opportunity for growth? and third - is it a source of joy for you? When I think about the Finca, my answer to all three of these questions is a resounding YES. In short, I believe it is the place where I can best make love visible - where I can best live out with joy my gratitude for all I have been given.

And third: the "how." Well, first of all, with a LOT of grace :) and second, with the support of all of you. Whether you're joining me for the ride through reading my blog, making a financial contribution to my work, remembering my fellow volunteers and I in prayer, shipping donations down to the Finca, or just promising to welcome me back into your lives when I return in December of 2011... you are part of the path that has brought me to the Farm, and I know your support will uphold and sustain me during the most difficult times of my 27-month commitment. Each morning at the Farm, in our beautiful, simple chapel filled with volunteers and children and houseparents and nuns, we pray for our "bienhechores." This word means "donors," but I love its literal translation - "those who do good." For all the good you, my bienhechores, have already done, and for all that is yet to bear fruit as a result of your kindness, please know of my deepest and my most heart-felt thanks. So gracias - thank you - for reading, for supporting me, and for following along on what will surely be a crazy-beautiful adventure in the little way of love.

May your song be loud; may it be clear; may it be long and may God bless you.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

share in the journey!

Summer 2009

Dear friends and family,

I hope and pray that this letter finds you well! As I write you tonight, having just graduated from Notre Dame, I find myself looking back with gratitude on the experiences and opportunities I’ve been given to grow in intellect, spirituality, and concern for the world and those I share it with during my four years here. Because of the deep faith and commitment to social justice I have developed in my time here, after months of discernment, I, along with four of my classmates, have committed the spending the next 27 months living and working at The Farm of the Child children’s home in Honduras. I’m writing today to share this good news with you and ask for your support as I begin this beautiful, challenging journey!

The Farm of the Child is a small, Catholic orphanage which seeks to respond to the poverty and underdevelopment of Honduras by providing loving, family-style homes for children left orphaned, abused, or abandoned. Volunteers such as myself join with Franciscan Sisters and members of the Honduran community to serve as teachers, social workers, community organizers, and in a variety of other positions. You may recall that I spent two months at the Farm during the summer of 2007 through the generosity of Notre Dame’s Center for Social Concerns. My experiences as a summer volunteer were incredibly transformational, and after continued prayer and discernment, I now feel God is calling me to live out my gratitude for all I have been given through a long-term volunteer commitment to the Farm and its children. I am incredibly excited for this opportunity, but I know that I cannot fulfill the Farm’s mission alone, and I ask that you might consider supporting my work in one or more of the following ways:

First, I invite you to find out more about the Farm and its mission by visiting our website at http://www.farmofthechild.org/. The “Mission Statement” (under the “Our Mission” link) and “Video Footage” (under the “scrapbook” link) are two good places to start! You can also continue to visit this blog, where I’ll attempt to post updates during my time at the Farm.

Secondly, I ask that you might hold the work of the Farm, my fellow volunteers and myself in your prayers over the next two and a half years. The commitment we undertake is challenging, but grace abounds, and the prayers of those we love from home allow our mission to become something larger than just ourselves.

Lastly, but significantly - as part of my volunteer commitment, I have agreed to raise just over $11,000 to pay for my expenses during my 27 month term of service to the Farm of the Child. By fundraising to cover my costs while living at the Farm, I will be able to provide services that the children desperately need without putting further strain on the already struggling local economy. If you are in a position to make a financial contribution, either one-time or periodic, the donation form posted below explains how to do so. Even a dollar or two for each month of my volunteer commitment is significant – every bit helps! The Farm is a U.S. 501 (c) 3 non-profit and all donations are tax-deductible. I have also posted a budget (below) explaining how the funds I raise will be used.

In Paul’s letter to the Romans, he writes of the church as one body with many members, with each member belonging to the others and each given different gifts for the sake of the good of the whole (Romans 12:5). It is in the spirit of this metaphor that I humbly ask for your support as I begin the journey to give love away at the Farm for the next two and a half years. I so very much believe that we are all Workers for the same Kingdom, given different gifts for the good of the whole, and that each of us works in his or her own way to complete the work of the others. I am so grateful for the opportunity to share the Farm’s mission with you, and eager to share with you the good work being done (and yet to be done!) there. I welcome your thoughts and questions as I begin my journey! Please be in touch!

In peace and gratitude,

Erin Ramsey
erin.ramsey.1@gmail.com


Saturday, July 4, 2009

donation instructions

There are two easy ways to contribute to my fundraising efforts.

Online Donations by Credit Card:

- Go to http://www.farmofthechild.org
- Click the Donate link at the top of the page
- Scroll down and click the Make a Donation button
- Enter your Donation Amount and click Update Total
- Either Log In to PayPal or click the link under the Don’t have a PayPal account? heading
- Enter your Credit Card Information and click Review Donation and Continue
- On the donation review page, click the Donation Instructions link and enter my name, Erin Ramsey (this is so my volunteer account will be credited for your donation.)
- Confirm your donation by clicking the Donate link

Donations by Check

Checks should be MADE PAYABLE to Farm of the Child and can be earmarked for my volunteer account by writing my name, Erin Ramsey, on the MEMO LINE. Please send all checks to the Farm of the Child’s stateside address:

Farm of the Child
1616 Nottingham Knoll Drive
Jacksonville, FL 32225

volunteer budget

Farm of the Child
Sample Volunteer Fundraising Budget
August 2009 – December 2011

Airplane Tickets (travel to and from Central America and one trip to the U.S. during each year of service) - $2,400

Language School (transportation from Guatemala City airport, eight weeks of one-on-one classes, the cost of living with a host family, and transportation from Guatemala to Honduras) - $2,000

Insurance and Vaccinations (health insurance and typhoid vaccination) - $2,900

Preparation Costs (fundraising phone calls, stamps, envelopes, and copies for mailings, etc.) - $200

Residency Costs (cost to secure extended Honduran residency permit beyond the standard 90-day visa issued to tourists) - $300

Personal Stipend ($200 for every 3 months) - $1,800

Vacation Stipend ($250 for each year of service) - $500

Transition Stipend ($500 for each year of service to facilitate transition back to the United States at the end of my commitment) - $1,000

Total Budget for 27-Month Volunteer Commitment - $11,100

Any funds raised that go beyond what I actually spend will go directly to aid and assist projects at the Farm.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

oracion de la finca - the finca's prayer

The Finca’s Prayer

Lord Jesus, protector of orphans and all who depend on you, as we begin this day we turn our hearts towards you. We give thanks for the gift of your great love and for the chance to serve you in all that we do today.

We ask that your grace and mercy be poured out on our beloved Farm of the Child, on our children, on our house parents, on our Franciscan sisters, on our volunteers past, present, and future, on our board members, on our support personnel, on our benefactors, and on all whom we serve in Honduras through our various ministries.

As a member of this community entrusted with maintaining, protecting and strengthening this mission, I ask for the following in order to better carry out my responsibilities:

A humble heart free from the desire of being esteemed,
A meek heart that bears with everyone,
A patient heart happy in the most trying circumstance,
A peaceful heart at peace with self and others,
A heart poor in spirit detached from the things of this world,
A heart full of love that finds happiness in suffering with others,
A prayerful heart that loves to be in communion with you,
A holy heart whose only desire is that God may be known and loved by everyone,
A pure heart like Mary’s which seeks to love and serve God alone.

May we as a community be one in heart and mind so that we may help to bring about the Kingdom of God through your mission, Farm of the Child. Amen.

Let us seek Mary’s intercession by reciting one Hail Mary.